Thursday, November 26, 2009

OA

I have attended 3 OA (over eaters annonomous) meetings. I can't stop the food issues. I need no excuse to binge and over consume what ever food (usually sweet stuff) is around. once I start I cant stop, well untill I feel very sick. Food addiction is so hard. its not like you can just avoid food... I have to eat. I want to be able to stop... have just 1... not feel ashamed about my binges. I dont perge.. I just binge.. keep all that food in me.. I end up feeling sick most of the time... I want it to end... God please remove my obsession with food.