ready set go NOW

I have been back to weight watchers and I am doing ok, the gym is back in my life and I am making progress... 231.5lbs now...... posted the lovely ewwwww part of my body here so I can look at them and remember why my love for food is causing me so much pain. Now I feel like this is possiable to loose. I just lack the willpower to think eating through befor I put the food in my mouth.. the regret always happens after i indulge, chew, swallow......oh no I did it again.